I wish you wished you were here

I haven't seen you in awhile, but I can handle that.
it makes me uneasy when we don't speak in any form, but it's okay.
cause its never for very long.
I can't wait till I see you again, and I get nervous
and shake a lot.
and you look at me and hide your smile
Then we are like children, giggly and sweet.
I never know what you're thinking,
but I'm guessing it's the same as me.

Or at least, that's what I'm hoping  it to be.