I guess we're both going crazy.

Why is that whenever my mother calls me it's so awkward? Sometimes I actually do want to maintain a conversation with her, but I can't.

It's the same with everyone in my family too. I just can't let it go.

I haven't told my mother that I bought tickets to go back to California this December. I think she thinks I'm going to be in Chicago, or somewhere else in the world.

But knowing my parents, they're probably going to be in Beverly Hills with everyone else on my father's side of the family for that annual Christmas dinner party.... that I'm never invited to.

Which means, I crash at Mindy's house for Christmas dinner like last year. Walking home from her house late at night is so cold though!

Anyways, my hiatus isn't working at all ....just for blogger, anyways.

Today I:

• didn't sleep at all (well, I pulled a all nighter)
• applied to a couple of other internships, even though, I currently have one. I started this week, and so far it's good, but I don't like it too much. Maybe it's because it wasn't the one I wanted.
• didn't go to practice, since it was canceled again, but there's a competition tomorrow
• posted up a video on Alan's wall
• went to the mall with Chris
• bought professional clothes, a t-shirt, a bracelet, and a headband
• replied to Andrew's letter
  
• made Chris watch Gossip Girl with me once we got back to my dorm
• ate an entire pizza. Chris and I raced to see who can eat the fastest, like back in the days, and of course, I won. I feel so sick though...

Now I'm currently:

• doing laundry
• editing Cheryl's essay
• finishing up homework
• studying for the ACT
• listening to Chris in the background talking about something....

On the other hand, Chris is going to go back to MIT tomorrow. I don't want my best friend to go... but at least he'll go to the competition tomorrow. Besides, I can always go up to Cambridge and visit him.

I really, really want to watch Playful Kiss and The Notebook right now for some reason.