I know life is unfair, but this is fucking ridiculous.

I hate my life
even when its going good.
I could be sad, I feel I should.
There is no reason wrong or right.
I just cant seem to sleep at night.

I wake up mornings and try to say,
today will be a good day.
but once I hear my music play
my hopes and dreams drain away.

my own mind is sort of freaking.
drawing fires, death and tears.
feeling every worry and fears.

I know I should get over it.
thinking happy, I try to quit.
I want to scream, want to shout.
just want to let my feelings out.

Can you hear me?