your voice chased away all the sanity in me.

"I look at the picture and the healthy glow of our skin.
But that was when she loved me, and I wasn't some pathetic follower in her life. That was when things were simpler, not simple. Never simple. When I wasn't carving myself up and she wasn't throwing up every bad thought in that pretty little head of hers. But that was then and this is now, and I loved her. And she loved me, I'll never doubt that. But how much, I never wanted to know."