My problem:

is that I'm so trapped in my own mind, drowning in depression, consumed by hatred, waiting for revenge (though you may not know me that well to know the reasons why or hear me talk about it), and all I ever feel is empty.

No matter who is beside me,

No matter who is talking to me,

No matter what I am doing,

No matter what I have "accomplished"

I just don't really care.

Though I hate feeling so empty - I don't know why I'm so empty anymore.