xox

Here I go again with these second thoughts, when I know he's the guy I prefer to be with, and just before it starts I withdraw completely.

But somehow I feel like I should just take this chance and go for if, but... I took my chance already. I've taken too many chances actually, and now it's to the point where I don't think it's... necessary anymore.

When I think about being with someone that isn't you, I see this image of you. I'm not over you completely yet, I am on the track to be though, so how can I jump into someone that isn't you?

"I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever. But sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn’t really there." -Johnny Deep