We’re soon becoming strangers again, don’t you see?

I went through all my messages today, and I found this story written for me a while back. I actually forgot about it, and when I read it my heart ached.

Do you hate me?

I want you to hate me, because I don't want forgiveness. Normally, I wouldn't mind being forgiven, but not from you - anyone but you.

"Secret : I feel so lonely. All the time. I feel like I have no one. But that’s not the secret...

The secret is that I know I deserve to be alone. Because I’m a bad person. I like to make people jealous. I’m selfish. I’m self-centered. I lie, a lot. I’m a bad person…"