"Oh honey, we're all such trainwrecks. Look at us out there, with glitter in our blood."

"My dear,

our hearts have gotten good at pumping

cheap new lust

into our young veins"

It's heart breaking. It's too tiring, overwhelming. It's just too hard to cope with. It's coming to me like waves. Maybe I'm just being pathetic, or maybe I just don't cope with anything well anymore. But trust me, I never expected more than to be disappointed.

I mean it when I say it. So, I'll say it again. I promise you this: I will be okay. Trust me, okay?