Basically, I wish that you'd love me

I am so confused. I don't understand anything anymore. Sometimes I just want to scream on top of my lungs. I want answers to all my questions. I want to change. I want someone just to listen, not look at me and think I'm strange. But I don't even know how to begin.

We both know we're better off without each other. Should I say goodbye first, or should you?

I don't want to say it first, so you can go ahead and say goodbye.